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Drown Ophelia

by Joan Avant

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1.
Streets of Montmartre Step into my netherworld Burlesque dancing, dancing girls Dragon chasing benches that his sweat drenches We're already dead, his dreams have turned red Cabaret du Neant, Le Chat Noir Who's bohemian and who's bourgeois? It's the beginning, beginning of the end Turn of the Century burned in my memory Who's that knocking on the door? Streets of Montmartre in uproar The night's steeped in decadence moms at her séance Opium smoking, her only way of coping Can-Can tin pan alleyways Dancers and poets amaze The noise in my head, I take it to bed Listening softly Erik Satie, Claude Debussy Cabaret du Neant, Le Chat Noir Who's bohemian and who's bourgeois? It's the beginning, beginning of the end Turn of the Century burned in my memory Drip, dripping water spout over the absinthe spoon Sugar cubes melt away Late, late I'm awake Late, late I'm wide awake Cabaret du Neant, Le Chat Noir Who's bohemian and who's bourgeois? It's the beginning, beginning of the end Turn of the Century burned in my memory It's the beginning, beginning of the end... beginning... beginning... of the end
2.
Annabel Lee, Return to the Sea Somethings were never meant to be, Annabel Lee, Annabel Lee Over the face of the waters the moon beams low where their love would grow She was his beloved bride with a love pure by the seaside A sudden wind chilled her bones, too soon in the grave she goes He cried... Annabel, Annabel Lee return to me The sepulcher by the sea never brought you any closer to me Annabel, Annabel Lee, Return to the sea The sepulcher by the sea never brought you any closer to me Annabel, Annabel Lee Return to the sea Somethings you're never meant to see, the death of your love suddenly Her sapphire eyes always haunted his mind the memory of her fingers in his intwined She is his every dream, wakes for her in a scream As nightfalls, it reminds him of her face without her touch he aches, with empty arms embrace He cried... Annabel, Annabel Lee, stop haunting me The sepulcher by the sea never brought you any closer to me Annabel, Annabel Lee, Return to the sea The sepulcher by the sea never brought you any closer to me Annabel, Annabel Lee, Return to the sea “I will throw the petals on the waves... I will say goodby to my heartaches... goodbye, goodbye...” Annabel, Annabel Lee Return to the sea The sepulcher by the sea never brought you any closer to me Annabel, Annabel Lee, return, return, return to the sea...
3.
Romance is Dead He grabs me by my wrists, he grabs me by my waist Oh won't he tell me that he loves me? Oh won't he tell me that he loves me? Oh don't tell me, don't tell me No don't tell me that romance is DEAD This is the last page of the love story So long, so long amoré Lust lies and slithers away Lust dies and embitters your days Lust grips your heart Strips it of love and tears it apart This is just a cheap scene in a movie A tantric dance where sex is the new violence Oh don't tell me, don't tell me No don't tell me that romance is DEAD This isn't passion, it's an assassin A charade in the shadows looking like love decayed Lust lies and slithers away Lust dies and embitters your days Lust grips your heart Strips it of love and tears it apart Dust to dust Lust to lust Think about this life, it's just a bust One down on to the next one This shall pass This shall pass Dust to dust Lust to lust Think about this life, it's just a bust He grabs me by my face He rips off my lace Oh won't he tell me that he loves me? Oh won't he tell me that he loves me? Oh don't tell me, don't tell me No don't tell me that romance is dead
4.
Professor 05:30
Professor Professor I want to be just like you, just like you, me and you Professor I want to walk with you, walk with you, be wise too I will write down every single word that you say Honor and obey I obsess over what you think of me, that's the truth I confess that there is no wrong that you could do You know I will take every single class that you teach Where you preach Shout it out shut your mouth If you don't believe just like me If we disagree, better not speak, better not speak Better not speak to me Shout it out shut your mouth If you don't believe just like me If we disagree Keep your peace Better not speak Better not speak to me We all know that you've got tenure The perfect proof of your worth I'm sorry that I called you mister, not doctor Oh Woe is Me I know that you've got everything under control Rock and roll Professor you sleep with your students It's your right You're the king, you wear the hallowed crown That's the life No those rules don't apply to you Don't abuse it Shout it out shut your mouth If you don't believe just like me If we disagree, better not speak, better not speak Better not speak to me Shout it out shut your mouth If you don't believe just like me If we disagree Keep your peace Better not speak Better not speak to me Professor I adored you until you betrayed me You are the wolf that you pretended to keep me from I never learned more when I left you The cult of your alter You were never concerned with the truth Why should you? The lies you behold the lies you told me Just change my view There is no diversity at your university In your universe
5.
Masquerade 04:31
Masquerade She storms on the scene, Scarlet gown with eyes so green He sees her o'er the crowd, his heart leapt out of it's shroud She doesn't see him but another man takes her by the hand He wears a devil's masque Rubies gleaming this dance he asks Lover boy wades through the laughing faces Looking for her the glitter falls The dancers take there places. Life has never been this desperate Love has never been this hard to get With death outside, with death outside The clock chimes it's a matter of time. He finds her asleep on the fainting couch Her suitor is nowhere to be found Her eyelids sparkle silver, light through stained glass shimmers He rouses her from sleep, takes her hand in his to keep He takes her in his arms Pays the band to play a tango that charms The devil man tries to steal her away She holds him tight and he won't let her stray. Life has never been this desperate Love has never been this hard to get With death outside, with death outside The clock chimes it's a matter of time...
6.
Sirens 04:48
Sirens We three sisters of the sea Beckon you to set your sails free Steer to the harbor (nothing but still waters) You're home close your eyes Leave the sea say your goodbyes Reach for my hand I will lead you home, I will lead you home Let me sing you a ballad of the sea Listen to my voice (I will give you no choice) I will lead you home, hear my voice I will lead you home We three sisters of the sea, may not be what we seem All of these stories all of these myths Look into our eyes, these are all lies Trust us we are True North Drop your anchor and come forth Cast your cares behind you hear our song it's not taboo Poisonous voices in your ear, we can make you disappear Reach for my hand I will lead you home, I will lead you home Let me sing you a ballad of the sea Listen to my voice (I will give you no choice) I will lead you home, hear my voice I will lead you home We three sisters of the sea We will bring you to your hands and knees Crash your ship into the rocks Jump in the water and swim to the docks Close your eyes and drift away Sing along and feel the sun's rays The splintering wood of the shipwreck should be no cause of concern Sinking in this sacrifice feels just like paradise
7.
Dark Flower 04:55
Dark Flower Black orchid left on my porch-step, the color of a torrid love affair I'm not sure you know or even care Her glamour is out of this world you see Dark red lips, eyes ever green Bottles of rich perfume Black and white photographs, shadows of silhouettes Her lusty gaze in the magazines She will always be the reigning queen Black orchid, your every man's dream She's not real not real, not even real She's my ideal, she's not even real Dark dark dark sordid blooming flower She's my poison or she's my power She's not real not real not even real She's my ideal kind of girl I always wanted to be Dark flower Black orchid is pushing the limits She's running out of her usual gimmicks Let her be the witch on the broomstick Close the door as she takes off her crucifix Dark brooding eyes, black heart's on fire Bottles of lit champagne, brunch of quiche lorraine She lights another cigarette as she thumbs through her faded vignettes She will always be the reigning queen of things untoward and unforeseen She's not real not real, not even real She's my ideal, she's not even real Dark dark dark sordid blooming flower She's my poison or she's my power She's not real not real not even real She's my ideal kind of girl I always wanted to be Dark flower Sometimes, just sometimes You don't want what you wish for you wish for, you wish for You open a door you don't look back for more No more, no more, no more Sometimes you don't want what you wish for She's not real not real, not even real She's my ideal, she's not even real Dark dark dark sordid blooming flower She's my poison or she's my power She's not real not real not even real She's my ideal kind of girl I will never ever be Dark flower
8.
Cool, Calm, and Collected I'm cool, and calm, and collected You're cruel and strong Like the North wind You rule my life like a twisting knife You betray with your Judas heart You take my peace and give me fear Would you love me if life overwhelms? Would you love me if I can't save myself? Do you understand my deepest need? Could you hold me as I am I plead? Would you love me if life overwhelms? Would you love me if I can't save my self? I can't save myself... I'm cool, and calm, and collected This fear haunts me, my soul How far can I fall down this abysmal hole? Does it ever ever end? Would you love me if life overwhelms? Would you love me if I can't save myself? Do you understand my deepest need? Could you hold me as I am I plead? Would you love me if life overwhelms? Would you love me if I can't save my self? I can't save myself... I've always been this way I've always played his game If I could get away, I'd never be the same No looking back for me I could break free I'd be on my way... I'm cool, and calm, and collected You're cruel, but I'm strong Much stronger now I'm cool, and calm, and collected I'm cool...
9.
The Factory 04:48
The Factory Andy working at the factory, creating his new beauty New York City bright lemon yellow taxi in the rain 1963, this is what it means to me Coffee early in the morning with nothing to eat Sheets of rain pouring down East 47th Street Brillo Pads and soup cans fill the shopping cart Welcome the king of pop art Sitting at church in the back row during the Alleluia, Alleluia Dreaming on the couch at the factory of his name in lights under palm trees Plastic Fantastic Sitting at church in the back row during the Alleluia, Alleluia Dreaming on the couch at the factory of his name in lights under palm trees Plastic Fantastic Hollywood, Hollywood Andy's working on his silkscreens Marilyn, Coca Cola, James Dean, Marlon Brando and Muhamed Ali Repeat it out in every color to be seen Looking for his film noir movie star He found Edie Sedgewick, she was thinner than a candle stick And she was his new muse, she was known for her looks and her black tar heroine use. Sitting at church in the back row during the Alleluia, Alleluia Dreaming on the couch at the factory of his name in lights under palm trees Plastic Fantastic Sitting at church in the back row during the Alleluia, Alleluia Dreaming on the couch at the factory of his name in lights under palm trees Plastic Fantastic Hollywood, Hollywood The Velvet Underground started hanging out at the factory Reed, Cale, Morrison and Moe later joined by Nico Liberation, Production, Seduction, Destruction Creating the sounds of the Exploding Plastic Inevitable Andy's working at the factory, creating his new beauty New York City bright lemon yellow taxi in the rain
10.
Lizzie lies in the cold bathwater She models as Ophelia, as a masterpiece is being made she is the muse they all want to paint Her lover says no, he wants to keep her for his own he won't commit to her, but he'll string her along How many hands does it take to drown Ophelia? How many hands to hold her down? She's going under eyes wide open She's going under eyes wide open He will promise the world to her, to marry her and make her his queen There are some promises that you just can't keep like when your love is falling deeper and deeper to sleep She would get sicker when he was away She drank from her bottle of laudanum as it came Can you hear the Hosannahs coming from the church choir? Rosemary, pansies, fennel and columbines, rue and daisies and no violets Their wedding bells rang like a funeral Wouldn't stop his infidelities And when Lizzie lost her baby, she lost herself She went under eyes wide open
11.
City With Trees This is the last time she will dance for a crowd The rose petals have faded This is the last time she will take her bows unto the adoring faces She traveled the world with the Ballet Russe, but there was not place she could call home She dreams of a city with trees Over the wide world, this is where she wants to be She dreams of a city with trees Over the wide world, this is where she wants to be How long can this star shine it's brightest? She gave her life to this art With bouts of splendor and days of loneliness A beauty fleeting, untouchable She dreams of a city with trees Over the wide world, this is where she wants to be She dreams of a city with trees, a city with trees She dreams, she dreams

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Joan Avant's debut album, Drown Ophelia. CD's available at redmasquerecords.com

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released February 13, 2019

All songs written, performed, recorded, and mixed by Joan Avant
Mastered by Eric "Punisher" Broxton

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Joan Avant Dallas, Texas

Joan Avant is a musician from Dallas, TX. In her former life she was a classical violinist who went to the dark side. Not being able to shake her love for hard rock, she embraced it. She creates an underworld of darkness with her style of Gothic Victorian Symphonic Rock. ... more

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